STOP THE NOISE!

My neighbours have been really helpful in terms of helping me recover.
They have been drilling holes (i suppose). And the noise is exceedingly noisy.
I cant take it anymore!!

I am feeling much better today except for the fact that i'm just super drowsy and the bodyache is not at all helping too.
Darn. I actually have lotsa plans this week but guess Mom & Dad wont be allowing me out of the house anytime soon.

I'm still thinking if i should join the dance competition in June.
Hmm..

I've been thinking alot about families today.
I was watching the replay of "True Courage".

And the episode today was about a couple who were really bold and had true courage to decide on keeping their unborn child.
You see, their little baby was not like any one of us. He has deformities.
I cant really remember what is actually wrong with him but he was definitely much different from all of us.

So anyway,
I put myself in the shoes of the couple. & i was just wondering, what would I do?
To me, it felt like it was just cruel to bring the child to earth as he/she would just be suffering from the many operations, to the many different medications etc.

But yet, it is also cruel to abort the baby.
Sigh.

When i saw the images of the baby under the knife in the operation theatre, my heart really sank. The baby, or rather infant, had to go through so many operations. And i bet, it was definitely very very tedious, and painful for him.

This really makes me thank God that He made me the way I am right now.

& he said, "it was your smile."