I keep having flash backs on the past.
And i don't mean past as in a few months, a weeks ago.
But, many many years ago.
Way back into my childhood days.
So like what made me nostalgia?
I guess it was the bowl of red bean paste i had right after dinner.
Those childhood days, the innocence, the joy, the foolishness, the childlikeness.
Everything is badly missed right now.
Even though yes there were times when you really wish you could hurry grow old, but right now, all i can ever think about, was the fun times i had with my childhood pals.
Before life even started becoming complicated, before many arguments, before many misunderstandings arose, those were the days...
I remember, the times, when Keshia and I would stay over at each other's places. The only place, my parents would allow me to travel without them, would be to Keshia's place. I remember going to her place just to learn how to roller-blade. But Sissy ended up injured. Haha!
Also, i remember the many times when Uncle Andrew would have meetings at my place, then Keshia would come along, and we'll be in the room, talking about everything. Then we'll run out at about 9pm, just to check what was for supper.
And when we have retreats at malaysia. We'd go shopping together and sometimes even get matching clothes and sandals.
Every Sunday, after service, we'd go to the octopus coffeeshop and the Fish Soup Uncle would remember us, we'd just show him our faces, and he'll go like "ok! coming right up!" (in chinese like duh)
Then after eating, we'd go to the playground, and start talking about everything, playing or just simply listening to music.
And the times where You and I form a team and Raina and Jasmine became one. And we'd be staring at each other whenever we walk into Chapel. Haha. Those really were the days.
I remember we attended SML together with Cordelia, there we realised MingXuan was Cordelia's neighbour. And there after, we travelled to Cordelia's place then to Ming Xuan's place. And for my sake, Mingxuan had to lock his dog up and he told me "my dog is going crazy because of you!"
Haha, and the many other things we did that are too embarrassing to say or list in a public blog.
Oh how time flies. I really miss the innocence we all used to have. Of course, we're all grown up now but there is a part of me that really miss the bond we all used to have. Right now, it seems like all of us are slowly drifting apart and moving on.
Right now, it feels so weird to even say "Hi" to your parents. In fact your parents can't even recognize me. But i miss the times we'd bathe with cockroaches. I really miss the childhood days..
Where nothing would make me fearful for as long as I know, my dad has my back. Not that my dad doesnt have my back right now, but i know that it's time to mature up and it's time i take responsibility for my actions.
Right now, the cell isn't a cell anymore. It is just a group of old friends hanging out for old times' sake. I really miss the times when we were so bonded that nothing could tear us apart. And i guess, everyone has a part to play in creating the bond.
But i really really do miss the old times..
& she said, "this is the last sigh of nostalgia cos' we're inseparable."
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