Camps. Something I don't usually attend. I managed to get my ass out of it every single time. When it's compulsory, I don't go. But when it's not, I go. Hur...
But still, I have to thank you, _____, for helping me get out of the situation at first. I really appreciate it. I know no matter how many apologies I send out right now, you will still be mad, but I just wanna let you know I tried. Probably you're pissed at the way I handled the situation. Because I left without a word, but I know that if I were to tell you directly, there was no way I would be leaving your sight. I can't help it. This is a part of me, that I am still trying to deal with. I HATE this part of me, trust me, I really do. But yet it's also something I find hard to face. I hope you'll understand because I tried. For the first 2 hours, I gave myself the chance to be around. I gave myself the chance to participate in everything, but soon after, I really couldn't take it anymore. I know I gave up. I know you're pissed. I know I talk about faith and all, but maybe this is my weakness. In fact, yes, it is. And all I can say is, I'm truly truly sorry.
Anyway.
I had a very busy day yesterday.
I won't talk about my morning.
But I have to thank Shawal and Anna and Amirul :)
For being there for me, I really appreciate it.
Anyhoos.
Spent my afternoon in Bishan with Shawal and Anna. Yet another wonderful day even though we were doing nothing but just sitting there chit-chatting. Isn't tht what we always do anyway? Hoho..
OH BTW.
I INJURED MY KNEE! BOTH KNEES.
One bled and the other a bruise. And how did it happen........? Hur........................
It is now 3.27pm, and Anna has been over at my place since 10am. We have been watching DVDs the whole day.
I CANNOT WAIT FOR FRIDAY :D:D:D:D
Crap, Ariel's not coming tonight.
Ok bye.
& Anna is leaving now...... at 4.03pm :(
& she said, 'the only gift I would accept, is your heart'
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